today

Ok so today isn't the best day for me. I have been feeling low all week. My grandmother is now in the hospital. I feel like a prisoner in my own home. I hate this house. I hate my wheelchair. I hate everything right now. I spent most of the day yesterday crying my eyes out. Yet no one but my parents really seemed to care. I don't know what it is going to take to get me out of this funk. UGH